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Better a broken heart than no heart at all..

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Nesto moje, nesuvislo...

Pisala sam o onome sto si izazivao u meni, ali nikada direktno o tebi. Jedna dusa je prevelika da bi se utemeljila na listu papira i time ogranicila. Bezgranicna je, neuhvatljiva. Sve sto mislim da znam o tvojoj dusi stalno se iznova produbljuje, razgraduje. I nanovo otkriva i ocarava. Zgrazava. A opet voli, u svim nijansama u kojima potjece.

Kada bi nesto krenula pisati o tebi i zavrsila, znam da bih te zakopala, pohranila svako sjecanje i emociju. Umjesto toga pisem u nasrtajima, ostavljajuci dio toga u sebi, da ostane neizreceno. Neke rijeci nisu potrebne da bi bile izgovorene i u tisini su najsnaznije, jer nista nije dovoljno jako da pojmi njihovu dubinu.

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Potpora mislima

Knjige i glazba - jedne od mojih velikih ljubavi. Oboje me odvrati od stvarnosti. Nekako mi je glazba uvijek sluzila kao potpora mislima, mogu najjasnije razraditi misli i imaginacije jer ih jos vise podupire dajuci im ostrinu. Nikada nisam bila od onih koji ce slusati glazbu i zamisljati da se nalaze u spotu te pjevaju pjesmu. Oduvijek mi je bila neka deseta imaginacija u glavi koja se sve vise kako slusam pjesmu i prepustam joj se izgraduje, pa razrusava da bi se ponovno stvorila. Nekada, kada bi sa prijateljicom sjedila u tramvaju, a oboje bile neraspolozene i umorne taj dan da bi pricale oboje stavile slusalice u usi i svaka slusala svoje. Znala bi me cesto trknuti i odvratiti od svega da bi rekla "Zamislila si se." Ne znam kakva mi je ekspresija lica u to vrijeme, ali ocito se uvijek vidi moja odvojenost. Iako inace slusam rock i metal, volim i instrumentalnu epic glazbu jer najbolje prati tijek mojih misli. Ne znam kako bih to objasnila, ali kao da sam zvuk izvlaci sve ono sto nisam ni znala da postoji u meni, definira misli, ali tako da ni sama ne znam kojim ce tijekom teci. Kao da ih navodi. Zbog toga, rijetka je mogucnost da cu citati uz glazbu, najcesce me pisanju navodi jer tada svu inspiraciju pronalazim. Sakuplja sve one misli koje sam prije pronalazila nepovezanima. Za citanje pak nije mi potrebna ni glazba, ni buka, ni tisina jer me u potpunosti rascjepa od svega.

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Rune Lazuli

Mnogo je vise osoba osim nje koje me inspiriraju, ali kada bi krenula sve zapisivati ovome ne bi bilo kraja. Rune sam otkrila nedavno, i u zadnje vrijeme nitko me nije istodobno toliko ocarao i razoruzao. Rijetkost je naci nesto sto je po svojoj formi toliko jednostavno, a da sadrzava svu tu moc u sebi i silinu kojom te pogodi istinom. Izdvojila sam i neke njene duze tekstove, ali ova dubina koju sadrzi u tolikoj jednostavnoj formi samo jedne recenice je nesto sto me posebno ocarava. Nisam prevodila, da ne izgubi "zvucnost". 

"Be the love you never received."

"Find someone who will put you in fire worth burning in."

"You burn because you carry fire."

"Spike like the universe is inside you."

"The flame of love will burn you open."

"Crawl inside this body, find me where I am most ruined - love me there."

"Pain is creation, love is transformation."

"I am blooming from the wound where I once bled."

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"Forget safety. Romance is dangerous. Romance keeps us alive. If you are not romanticizing life - you are not living. If you are not risking your life to feel something inexplicable - you are not living. Poets and mystics see and expeirence life through the lens of romance. Mercilessly fall in love with all that is around you. Savor every expeirence with the heart of a thousand artists. Make every kiss a thousand oceans deep. Every conversation a thousand oceans deep. Every touch a thousand oceans deep. Kiss your lover as if they will die right when your lips part. Kiss so deeply that they do die when your lips part. Let every expeirence sweep you so high above the ground, that if you fall suddenly - you will surely die. And then come back to life to go even higher next time, to fall even harder next time, to love even more insanely next time. Take life in with no restraint and no mercy. Follow every nerve impulse and electric surge in your body. Grab on to it, make exquisitely passionate love to it, be mindless, ruthless, lose yourself in every moment. You have one lifetime in this body. Cease this day now, love this day now, weep now, sing now, write now, scream now. Fall in love with the moon, fall in love with the sun, fall in love with every stranger who walks by. Let romance and passion drive you to the brinks of mental illness, let it ravage you with the winds of a million storms, let it melt you with the fire of a million volcanoes, let it break you open to revelation with the force of a universal earth quake. Who cares if they think you're crazy, if they think you are too heavy, too much to keep up with. Let them be stagnant, let them be boring, let them wither away in their staleness. But you - this day is yours and it is all you have - fill it with excitement, with passion, with unforgivable romance. I dare you." - Rune Lazuli

"A passionate woman is a strong and resilient woman. A passionate woman knows what she wants and seeks it without mercy. A passionate woman lives her truth authentically. A passionate woman never apologizes for her wild woman ways. She is liberated of society, of man, of laws, of herself even sometimes. A passionate woman does not hide behind veils, curtains, her physicality, darkness, or even mystery - for she knows there is always more mystery, it is a natural element of her power as a woman and that power is infinite. A passionate woman stands in the light as much as she stands in the shadow. Passion makes you feel the entire spectrum of emotion in its deepest intensities. This means when she is happy she will bring the entire universe to you to see you smile, and when she is sad you will see the cosmos crying through her. When she is angry she might lose herself in emotions, she might run, she might hurt herself, she might curse God. Passion comes with a price, and the passionate woman knows this price, the price is her life, it is her sanity, it is to risk everything and everyone to remain true to herself. If there is one female archetype you should never doubt, it is the one that has been feared the most throughout history - the passionate one. And if you want her, you must be patient - otherwise settle for mediocrity, settle for a woman who is fearful of her power, settle for a woman who will make you laugh, but not all of your laughter, and who will make you cry, but not all of your tears. In the words of Gibran - for even as love crowns you so shall he crucify you, and with a passionate woman it is no different. And for all you women who embrace your passion, never step down, never forget, never give in. Stay true to Venus, stay true to your wild passion."

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